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LIFE

2011-09-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

For me, today is such an emo day. This is the first Friday without my bf with me.
I know I'm abit overly attached to him but I can't help, he's the only 1 I can trust & I can tell him everything.
Is not that I dont't trust my family, just that sometimes it doesnt work when u share stuff like friendship or some of your opinion.
Adults may find u naive or immature. I really dun like the feeling of being ignored by my dad.
I'm currently staying with my dad due to some issue.
Recently, he's being very hot-tempered & I start to have difficulty communicating with him.
I'm quite sad about this.
This afternoon I just felt like asking someone out with me. So i called 1 of my best friend from secondary school & we went out for lunch together.
I dun reli have much fren, as I dun knw why.
Ppl that i met like to backstab me, gossip & others.
I reli dun und. I mean i dun talk much, i dun talk bad abt ppl.
Some of my close frens tell me that those bitches are just jealous of u.
So i was like "erm, ok then".
Back to the topic.. I was chatting with my friend on our way home from a book fair.
Then we share our family problem.
Nothing is perfect even family.
I'm sure every family have their own problem & family members do argue with each other.
But the important things is u guys are still family after fighting.
There is no need to keep all the hatred or angry in your heart. Its not worth keeping a space for it.
For me, family is very important. In the future, I wan to be a good mummy & a good wife. I say it I mean it.
I dun wan anything that happen between my mum & dad happen in my life.
Sometimes I reli feel very envy & happy for them at the same time for the people who have a complete family & also the people who is staying with all of their family members.
Thats why I always tell my friend to appreciate their family members, love their family members.
Pls do it now if not u'll regret someday.
FAMILY = father and mother I love you.
<3 ^^

Durians are awesome!

2011-06-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

Currently is the durian season! Which means I can eat durian as much as I want!

HAAHAHAH!!

I went all the way up to Balik Pulau to have durian but all we can eat is just 3 durians which cost us RM38..

Cheap right?? ^^

But durians are very heaty, do drink lots of water after eating them.. ^^

Thats the end of 2010

2011-01-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

Every friend of mine know what happen to me in 2010
& i'm glad tat i didn't end up being stupid
& i'm glad tat nightmares has end
& I HATE U!
Number of incident happen in my life in 2010 & i remember every single procedure of it
I'll take everything as a lesson too
New year, New aim :
Gonna get flying result for my studies
Gonna love him as mch as possible <3
gonna make more frens
Gonna work & save money for travel next time. ^^
I want to e a part time model, but am shy..
So i hope i ain't shy..hahaha!!

Nonsense

2010-09-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

as i say on my Fb status, Why is everybody in a relationship??
is not that i'm envy of friend being in a relationship, just tat i knw hw suck a relationship can be!
They love you because of what u have, smart,outlook, popularity & virginity!
AGREE??? They don love u because you are yourself!
shit!! I really dont knw when can i get my true love, a guy that can protect me forever.
really bullshit!

Third time!!!

2010-09-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

yo folks! this is my third time being in blogspot.
i deleted my blog last few months due to some issue i was facing.
1st, my streamyx block the webside for no reason, so i cant blog
2nd,there are some memory i don wanna to remember & i prefer having dementias at that time. *lol*

Being a 18 teenage isn't that easy!
meeting new friends, being in a new environment is a headache for me!
I'm quite shy to start a conversation..
but credit to all my friends, i'm doing fine currently! ^.^

A whole series of drama was going on for the last few months.
It was a chance for me to experience life.
for example, being a failer in a relationship, getting upset over my horrible result & CAR ACCIDENT!!
& first time in my life i experience all this in 1 shot!

& i believe that, i have learn a lot of thing & also experience it.
I'm glad i have grown up! Lol!!

GTG! bye!